A Message You Might Not Be Able To Read.

Only for you, Babe. Only for today.


I said I wouldn't care any longer. But here I am again. Remembering you on this special day...could have still been our special day.

I love you and I guess I'll always. But right now I mustn't. I must love myself first. I must love the people around me who were there to pick me up fall after fall. I must love my mother first - without her support I would be nothing. I must love God first - He created me not to get myself hurt, but to respect and take good care of myself.

Yes I was mad, yes I lost all interest. But no, I don't hate you. I don't have it in me to hate you. They say time heals all wounds. I believe in this. It took years for me to come back to you. It was good while it lasted. Should I need years yet again to recover myself, so be it.

I'll make sure I do everyone proud. I'll make sure I do you proud, so that when time allows us once more to reunite, we'd be in a better position to stand for what we have. 

I believe bad things happen to good people to make them stronger and better